down down down

2006-03-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

The rift

they walked down the ever familiar lane
though they talked and laughed
something separated them altogether
he could feel it right through his weeping soul

he wanted the time to turn in his favour
longing for the seconds to freeze rock solid
wishing for the barrier to pulverize
for he wanted to admire her flawless beauty

he stared deep into the eyes of hers
but they never returned the gaze
unforgiving the time was it sped along
seemingly grinding his futile hopes to dust

as the dreaded time arrived he watched on
looking on as the distant image of her faded away
could it be the work of the tears in his eyes?
or is this really goodbye?

-lincoln-

2006-03-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

Helplessness

cotton clouds strewn playfully far and beyond
dotting the horzon with beauty and grace
seemingly taunting the seas to reach for them
but the waters strolled along at their peaceful pace

all was serene and fine, beautiful as it can be
until dark clouds devoured the perfect picture
spreading the vermin with overwhelming speed & evil
shattering the once present tale of joy

he was crushed utterly and broken deep down
for the tale was what he held dear
the tears seemed to seep away from him
for he could find no strength to weep

harbouring thoughts of it gave him warmth
making e swirl of feelings inside him mix torturously
he wanted to smile he wanted to cry
but he is emotionless from the painful thorns

finally he finds courage to weep
but he does not have the courage to smile again
as the pain is unbearingly weighing down on him
all he truly wants is to await her return

-lincoln-

2006-02-07T19:09:00.000+08:00

woo so long stil havent blog..well im absent-minded =X. Drats 3 more days to release of O lvl results. Ahh oh no, still not mentally prepared..everything moves too fast, leaving me behind. uh oh another panic attack, starting to let my imagination run wild on how i have done in the Os..

anyway, good luck to all for this friday..

how could this happen to me, i just wanna scream

2006-01-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

chinese new year, yay all the usual stuff..don't have to elaborate right?.thats all

happy new year to all!.

2006-01-29T01:40:00.000+08:00

so fast, so soon cny is here..which means day of o lvls results is creeping up too. oh no, oh well..only can pray, good luck to everyone
well, today was the same like always..reunion dinner, steamboat..yadda yadda.cny has become so..routine..so boring. oops forgotten what i really wanted to say..nth more to blog already, this blog is rusting man. *oils blog*

gonna burn yourself if u dun stop, you don't have a choice

2006-01-28T02:05:00.000+08:00

the feeling of being casted aside, realli stinks but what can i do?.its beyond my ability to live up to expectations..tsk. well, today was really a bad day for me, things didnt turn out right, everything went wrong..right in my face..great
lets hope tml will be a better day, cny eve..really dunno wad to say, im bushed.

realli, its really time to back off..go

sigh

2006-01-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

sometimes it may be right before you

no matter how much u stretch for it..u cant reach it

so out of reach, so far.. so helpless...........

back off now, before you feel its wrath

argh

2005-07-10T17:58:00.000+08:00

hello im not dead u know